“...They are to branch boundlessly out of that lesson until it becomes omnific,And until one and all shall delight us, and we them.”
By JENNIFER CRANDALL, AS TOLD TO ELIZABETH ABEDMontevallo, September 2016
One morning in Birmingham, Chip — one of our producers — called me. He said there was an American citizenship ceremony being held in Montevallo and starting soon! “Interested in filming it?"
Our team was scattered, working on various other projects. Montevallo is a 45-minute drive south from where we were in Birmingham, and Chip didn’t know if they’d let us in. We’d probably miss most of the event even if they did.
One morning in Birmingham, Chip — one of our producers — called me. He said there was an American citizenship ceremony being held in Montevallo and starting soon! “Interested in filming it?”Our team was scattered, working on various other projects. Montevallo is a 45-minute drive south from where we were in Birmingham, and Chip didn’t know if they’d let us in. We’d probably miss most of the event even if they did.
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We gathered our team in record time, and piled into a car: “Are our camera batteries even charged?”I think about what it means to “be American” all the time. Or more specifically, what it means to be. When you get asked often, as I do, “What are you?” you end up considering that question a lot. Not just pondering possible answers to it, but pondering the question itself—its form, its charge, its assumptions. Sometimes, even, its innocence.At the ceremony that day, I imagine I was surrounded by many people considering some version of “What am I?” I myself answer that question in many ways. For now, suffice it to say that I am many things—some of which I know and understand, some of which I don’t. And who I am is in constant flux. Same for all of us.Krystal, Tsegab, and Ebenezer joined us that day, participating in this ongoing project that tries to get at who we are—as Americans, and as people. I could list where they were born, what languages they speak, what they’ve studied, the countries that shaped them. But those are often just coordinates on a map. Those things can point to a life, even illuminate one—but they don’t contain it.That day, on paper at least, Tsegab, Krystal, and Ebenezer became something new: American citizens. But what mattered more was not what they became—it was the becoming itself. The act of crossing into a new version of themselves.We arrived too late to catch the full ceremony. Our cameras missed it when Tsegab’s, Krystal’s, and Ebenezer’s names were likely called. But we didn’t miss what came after—who they became in front of our cameras. They said yes to us and stepped into something unfamiliar: voicing poetry for strangers.What emerged through those moments that day allowed me to see parts of myself. I saw the American kid who grew up moving from Ethiopia to China and places in between, and the person who somehow, years later, ended up living in Alabama.
VERSE 30
All truths wait in all things,They neither hasten their own delivery nor resist it,They do not need the obstetric forceps of the surgeon,The insignificant is as big to me as any,(What is less or more than a touch?)Logic and sermons never convince,The damp of the night drives deeper into my soul.(Only what proves itself to every man and woman is so,Only what nobody denies is so.)A minute and a drop of me settle my brain,I believe the soggy clods shall become lovers and lamps,And a compend of compends is the meat of a man or woman,And a summit and flower there is the feeling they have for each other,And they are to branch boundlessly out of that lesson until it becomesomnific,And until one and all shall delight us, and we them.
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